| I am just happy. I feel in a really good place, mentally, emotionally. I went to Field Training this summer and overall just had a really positive experience. I learned a lot about myself, working with others, my purpose, and just how much people can accomplish in a day if they really are actually productive. Also, I love the heat for the first time...it is sad and depressing and rainy here and I miss Alabama weather. Pushing yourself to your physical limits and performing under stress...are things that are focused on and I appreciate more now what my body can do. I try to complain less. lifesgood |
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| oh wow. haven't been here in a while. i did end up getting mono. and i dated that boy for like 4 months, it was really fun. but of course now that i had my first smooth and normal breakup of my life him and one of my best friends have found a new way to cause me yet more anxiety. yayyyy. i'm admitting it here first, they say coming out of denial is the first step: i have an anxiety problem. at least i'm away from school so i don't have to deal with it, and i'm exercising all summer which is the single number one best way i have ever discovered to deal with my anxieties and angers. blogging is always refreshing, i don't like writing journals anymore, it's too concrete, i end up throwing the papers away because when i come back to read them i'm disgusted at my old self, lol. *dances to britney* |
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| I'm so happyyyyyyyy!
I just finished my hardest final exam, and now I am done with hard final exams, the only one left will be easy!
Plus I have all day tomorrow to study!
HOORAY THINGS ARE LOOKIN UP |
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| I kissed someone who tested positive for mono two days later.
FML
I have never done so much disease research, it's kind of ridiculous.
P.S.
I am not with the boy previously mentioned in this blog anymore. You know, the one from last time's post. And that is okay with me!
<3 Jen
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